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Wednesday, June 24, 2020

The complexity of doing good: #COVID-19UGANDA day 96

Some things may seem simple: a 1 year old with severe malaria, whose blood cells have been destroyed by the parasite, needs rapid attention. An IV, some highly effective medicine, a blood transfusion, monitoring. Maybe IV fluids if the blood sugar is low, or a seizure medication. But what happens when there is no medicine, no IV fluid, no tubing to carry the blood from a bag to the patient, no tube to hold a blood sample to measure the amount and type needed? What happens when there isn't even a malaria test? Step in with resources and even-out a bit of the world's injustice. The 1 year old had no option about being born in a malarial jungle, about the poor drainage around a house without windows or screens allowing mosquitoes to feast. The 1-year-old didn't choose parents who can't afford to get care anywhere but the public hospital, didn't choose to be a baby during the COVID pandemic when government medical stores are depleted, supplies are months late in arriving, transport to another hospital nearly impossible.

In fact in Bundibugyo we've been studying this problem in health care capacity-the pandemic's impact on health worker burn out, sickness, fear; the lack of supplies and diversion of resources to other places, the stress on marginal health systems; the hesitation of the population to seek care as frightening messages roll out about coronavirus, the ban on public transportation, the curfews, the falling economy, all making care difficult to access.  It's a perfect storm we've seen before with Ebola, only this time the winds are pounding globally. We actually have some pretty good data that the potential collateral damage could be greater than the viral damage (as it has been for Ebola), with years of improvement in maternal and child health lost. Quite possible bad-case-scenario (I won't say worst-case, because these are mathematical models of reasonably possible events and 2020 keeps throwing us curve balls), both maternal and child deaths could increase by 38-44% this year. That would be over 2 million extra dead children.

We know that some basic interventions: food for malnutrition, antibiotics, medicines that stop blood loss in labor, a clean delivery environment . . . can prevent much of this slide. A few hundred dollars of such basics serves more than a hundred people. In fact I suppose that many of the 2 million plus lives that the COVID impact will cost could be saved with less than 8 million dollars' investment in the right places.
So the responsible thing, the just thing, would be to use all possible means to shore up the systems that are crumbling, to invest in medicines and food and vaccines that can save lives.

Which is what we do here routinely, and way moreso the last few weeks. Bundibugyo Hospital has a solid team of leaders, and we are privileged to join forces with people who are concerned about how to improve our quality of care. How to stay ahead of the problems. How to work together.


But yesterday, I saw that a meeting for the Paeds ward staff had been called. I texted the in-charge nurse to see if I needed to attend since it was during a time I usually focus on my other jobs (as team leader and area director).  Olupah said, come, and as I respect her, I did, even though the meeting was quite late and long and torpedoed the entire day. I'm so glad. What I learned in that meeting was the complex other-side of assisting the desperate. Even an infusion of a few hundred dollars worth of malaria medicine and vitamins can lead to relational fallout. Though our leaders are people of impeccable character and strove to direct every extra vial to the right place, others around them questioned why the medicines were locked in a cabinet with limited access. Suspicions arose. Were we favouring some staff who could profit? Was that bulky shoulder bag because of a dirty uniform being taken home to wash, or stealing medicine? I was floored, and sad, to see the people we trust and respect suffering for their responsible and helpful actions. But that was nothing compared to the actual misery that she, and others, had experienced as the gossip escalated and accusations festered. Similarly this year, the government sent a belated bit of their Ebola windfall cash to our hospital since we were actually on the border and prepared for cases (in spite of dozens and dozens of alerts and tests here, NONE of the Beni-based 2018-20 epidemic crossed this border . . . it's less than 50 miles away!!).  That Ebola money led to a lot of discord, questions, accusations, mutiny. In a culture that values equality above most other goods, anyone perceived to get benefit is isolated and vilified as a suspect. In fact at various points I was ready to throw my hands up and decide it was better to just not try to help.

However, the lesson in this kind of situation is to sit back and watch the cultural experts do their thing. This is why we are only part of the partnership. We have access to resources, to donors, to vehicles, to planning and resources. But we don't have the patience, depth, moral authority, capacity to solve widespread jealousy. Thankfully, our Ugandan partners do. I watched as everyone had their say, as the skilled leaders listened, as the conversation turned to ways to bring in help with accountability, as agreements about keys and documentation were reached, as the end note was celebratory and thankful.

So we live to work another day. Another box of emergency medical supplies. Before we could even get it unpacked, Scott was sending me a nursing student on the run to get a blood transfusion set to save the life of a mother with post-partum-hemorrhage. I found one of our malnutrition patients barely arousable with a low pulse, and the immediate ORS and antibiotics (which he had not received in the days prior due to cost) will hopefully save his life.

Doing good is complex. Unintended consequences abound. Being willing to be inconvenienced, to change, to grow, means we can always learn more. Always do better. We can never assume our interventions, from scholarships to peanut-butter paste, will bring unadulterated joy. But giving up, running away, are cop-out reactions. Instead we are called to keep engaging, inviting the feedback, becoming real partners in a shared endeavour.


This is our life: every week or two waiting for the latest rules. This time we got two big releases: in spite of being a border district, public and private transport is now allowed with limited passengers.  Wooohooooo.


However, CSB and all other schools cannot open. The country wide policies are the same: we still have a curfew, no churches, no gatherings, we are enjoined to stay home, to keep distance, to wear masks, and only limited shops are open.

Saturday, June 20, 2020

The Preacher of Futility: #COVID-19UGANDA day 92 and the relevance of Ecclesiastes

Yesterday, I hit the proverbial wall, after finding a pale, stiff, low-oxygen, responding-only-to-pain child correctly identified as the sickest on the ward and in need of attention . . . but due to a broken system of overlapping cracks had been admitted 24 hours before and still not received any dose of malaria medication for her heading-towards-fatal disease, had not been transfused, had an IV that had filled her tissue with fluid, had no antibiotics given. To be fair, we get dozens of kids a day, literally admission rates always double-digits and often over 20, most of them with malaria. Our ward is a tangled web of blood transfusion tubing. I always find a few kids with vital signs and diagnoses that should land them in an ICU. A few hours into the mess I can barely remember who is worse off than whom. And most days Scott finds his proverbial hundredth sheep where an intervention saves a life or two, and I plod through everyone to make a careful list of the top ten sickest and what they need so the nurses and whatever student or volunteer is hanging around can focus. We look at starving children and go into fixing mode with calculation and instruction. We make a list of out-of-stock essentials and procure a few hundred dollars of medicine or transfusion tubing or tape or whatever is missing. We try to connect with the government, the referral options, the system above and beyond us, to be a voice for those who can't. We revive whom we can and teach a little as we go and accept the imperfections dissolutions and disasters. Most days this is enough.  Most days. I don't know why but yesterday morning, after our 1 kg preem kept stopping her breathing overnight, the sickest malnourished child with the hemoglobin of 2.0 still withering, and this new admission looking like she was within a half hour of death from a preventable and treatable disease, it was suddenly just too much. None of the staff on the roster (2-3 nurses per day shift, 1 on nights, for 60-80 patients) had arrived. I walked out into the hall to start looking for someone to call. The charge nurse Olupah walked in from the opposite direction, arriving, and said, how are you doctor. I said, not OK, and she looked so genuinely alarmed and concerned that I just burst into tears.
Olupah doing her usual 

I not a big crier, doctors never cry here, staff are not emotional, which is 99% of the time good and necessary way to cope with this reality. But she whisked me into a side room and closed the door and gave me a huge hug before I could even object to COVID spacing. . . . and it was so genuine. We both talked about what was breaking down, where the issues were, and what needed to change, landing on the delays from lab (which is inundated with patients and not keeping up) and the tendency towards passivity when the in-charges are not present.  Just a few minutes. Olupah is a shining star in a sea of sorrows, and I'm grateful for her.  I composed myself and wiped off my face and went back out to battle.

And it was a battle, hours of it, with not a ton of victory.
Next patient after the above story, 2 yrs and 2 months old, 11 pounds and that includes edema, abandoned by his mom due to marriage conflicts and finally in the care of a paternal grandmother who noticed this was not OK.

Thankful for the clinical officer student who was running back and forth to lab for bags of blood.

Only patient I've had rocking a mask . . .

Meanwhile in theatre, a remarkably efficient C-section for cord prolapse that ended with a perfectly good baby.

Standing room only? not really even room to stand.

One of the tiny lives that breaks one's heart.

In my read-through-the Bible, yesterday and today covered the whole book of Ecclesiastes. Not a place I often land, but what a relevant book for this time and this mood. The words of the Preacher, it begins, the reflections of a man known for wisdom. Chapter 8 ends with a discourse that sounds amazingly relevant: the consequences of a good life and an evil life do not stack up the way we expect in a just world, because the sentence against evil is not executed speedily. Expecting to equilibrate good with reward (or evil with punishment) is futile. This leads the Preacher to two conclusions. One, similarly to the book of Job, the work of God is mystery. Two, the best we can do then is to live our lives doing meaningful labor in which we find some satisfaction, and to enjoy the present food and company, marriage and meals. 

That's pretty much it. On the one hand, relish lament and mystery: Sorrow is better than laughter, for by a sad countenance the heart is made better (7:3) . . . On the other hand, do and enjoy good: nothing is better for a human than to eat and drink and for one's soul to find good in one's labor, to look for the beauty God put in the world and embrace the longing for eternity God put in our hearts (2:24, 3:11-13)

Sounds pretty simple. Most of the time we can get it. Name the losses. Don't put God in a box. Create community, cook meals, find humour, celebrate the little glimpses of goodness. Accept our limits. Don't give up. 
This shirt epitomizes party in the miasma of malaria. Enjoy the food and the babies in spite of all the mess.

And as if Ecclesiastes wasn't quite enough, Bethany's book was excerpted in a magazine this week prompting me to re-read a chapter this morning I needed to remember. Then Lindsey on our team sent me this quote from a book I have yet to read, This Too Shall Last (Ramsey): "Walk into the barren, empty places of your pain, because this is where God will fill you with himself. This liminal space is where we hate to go but where God is always leading us. Don't run from what does not make sense or try to explain it away. Dissonance is the birthplace of all abiding Christian hope. Embrace mystery as the place God dwells. Embrace your suffering as the paradoxical place where you will be made whole."  That's the surprise of the Gospel right there, the cross leads to resurrection, suffering is integral to the process of glory.  Also any quote that combines liminal and paradoxical pretty much sums up all that is important about life.

So the day after Juneteenth marches, the day that coronavirus cases are again rising, the day that holds neighbours knocking on the door to explain their hunger, and most of our closest relationships stretched thin over miles and days. . . Let's stay in the dissonance a bit longer, looking for God.

PS. Not to be emotionally manipulative sharing a low point, here is some data on COVID-19 and Africa. The Lancet put out a paper this week with various mathematical models of what the impact on children under-age-5, and maternal (the two biggest sources of lives lost prematurely) mortality will be.
Baseline deaths are too many, but most scenarios show a significant increase. And interestingly the main solutions in the accompanying tables are readily purchasable items: food, antibiotics, oxytocin.  Sometimes we feel a little guilty for propping up the failing system with a bag of medicine vials and IV tubing and a load of our BBB paste. Then we read the actual data and think, this is the labor under our sun, to which we are called. Peanut butter and artesunate and blood and a quick dose of a medicine that contracts the womb, that's about the difference between life and death. So if reading this kind of hard story leaves you restless yourself, by all means look around locally and get your hands into protests or poverty alleviation. But you are also welcome to join us in the BundiNutrition (food) or BundiMedical (medicine) funds.


Monday, June 15, 2020

We interrupt 2020 to bring you a reminder of JOY: Abby Myhre

One year ago today, Abby Myhre officially became Abby Myhre as she celebrated her birthday, and her wedding to Luke, on the beach in Nantucket.

Which means that no matter how stressful any year is, every June 15th we get a double reason to thank God for creating Abby, bringing her through the first two decades of life in a loving family with a heart of faith, a great education, and a zest for life, intersecting her path with Luke's and therefore our family's, enabling them to persevere through further training and times apart and then to envision and pull off a fabulous feast to celebrate their vows.






And in 2020, we truly need this little glimpse of grace not-long-past, grace still reaching us.

A year into their as-long-as-we-both-shall-live: a new apartment, a new puppy, a new job for Abby post-fellowship, new friends and church, new opportunities to lead and serve, new strength as Abby is training for a triathlon. The delayed reception happened in November, the delayed honeymoon planned for a simultaneous vacation week in April is still on hold because travel was shutting down and they both knew the responsible thing to do at that moment was to be all-hands-on-deck as the first wave of COVID hit. We don't know when we will see each other again, when we can be on the same continent. But in these lonely and uncertain times we are glad that Luke and Abby have each other. We would gladly give up our visit certainty just to see them together.

Today is a picture of life on this earth. So many things are broken and wrong, hateful and unjust, sick and sorrowful. As I ran this morning, I was thinking of how 2020 started off as such a hopeful year at CSB, how our momentum was going to open a new chapter. How we were going to build things, welcome people, have meaningful gatherings. Instead I was passing the garden where a court case drags on and precious lumber was just stolen, past houses where kids are missing out on a year of school life. To prepare to say goodbye to two team mates who have been a huge boost and blessing to all of us. To go to a hospital where tiny kids are dwindling with TB and AIDS and a host of other terrible things, where there's not power to run the machines, where we just lost an adult with "acute bronchitis" but didn't get a coronavirus test in time. But in spite of all that, all day today I am thinking, but Abby. We have a daughter-in-law. We had a wedding. Grace drops good things in from the unseen realm where all is healing, justice, beauty and voila we receive better than any of us deserve.

So Happy Birthday to Abby! Happy 1rst Anniversary to Luke and Abby!

Sunday, June 14, 2020

Cameo roles to prevent power-blindness, while plodding along through #COVID-19UGANDA day 86

"Culture crossing is about getting out of your story (where you/your people/your values play the main character), and getting into someone else's story where they are the main character, and you realise you're just a cameo, your culture a caricature. It is to move from the centre of your story to the periphery of someone else's . . .

Power-sensitivity needs to be an essential part of the cross-cultural Christian's armoury. Power-blindness is unacceptable in the twenty-first century. Those who assume that the world is a level playing field, that everyone's opportunity is equal, that history does not still exercise power in the present, are naive, dangerously so."
(from chapters 6 and 7 of our current team study, Global Humility)

this photo is from several years ago, but it does contain a starring cast. Pictured are the future of Western Uganda, including electrician, businessman, accountant, lab technician, three doctors, nurse, librarian, teacher, clinical officer,  gardener, engineer, personnel manager. Seven are also parents now.

Blogging is dangerous. Speaking is dangerous. Every flow of words tells a story that can be unfair, lack nuance, be blind to power and history.

The best we can do is to listen, be humble, bear witness, serve, and try. We are scattered people who have an outsider perspective. The barriers of language, culture, class, education, habit, understanding mean we have to work hard to enter in, rather than assuming we know. And yet. . . . every day I think I know more than I do. Sigh. Prayers needed.

Still, as cross-cultural workers, we want to play the cameo roles well (over a decade ago the books I wrote for my kids have all African characters; western foreigners appear as extremely brief supporting roles in the first and the last only. But even then we want to be supportive characters not villains).

So here's the witness to bear this week.

In our story, the main characters this week have been struggling with broken systems that have left medicines undelivered for two months. Power off today preventing light therapy for a baby with severe jaundice. A C-section delayed because patients have to run around trying to buy a tiny vial of atropine or oxytocin to be used in the surgery. No x-rays. Some days, no blood to transfuse. The faithful few still at work, scurrying to put in IV lines and do malaria tests and dress wounds with no access to guaze, tape, and most antibiotics. No schools meeting and no students receiving online classes; only our Christ School students are getting the printed materials from Ministry of Education (because of donors, we pay for them to be downloaded and copied) plus extra handouts from our teachers (because of donors, we are still paying their salaries).  Neighbours are making bricks from clay, or hoeing their cocoa, or weeding around their banana trees, looking for a living in a time of limited options. The crew of the water project very industriously and creatively came up with a jerry-rig power-wash to clear out debris from heavy rains and ongoing mud last weekend after a delayed part delivery put the project behind schedule and suddenly vulnerable to ongoing downpours. Massive bags of cement were finally hauled on site and the major structure of the intake basin poured. The church printed up two pages of verses to counter fear and bring hope, and distributed them to home-bound congregants.

I am always impressed by Dr. Amon's capacity to gently problem solve

Team at work on Jessie's last day with us in BundiNutrition

One way to play a good cameo role: teaching. Here Jessie is working with Ivan, who is almost finished with nursing school, about NG feeds for a critically ill child.

Just a pretty mom and baby who are unsung heroes, because this child survived being born 2 months early weighing just a few pounds and is now triple that at 7 months!

Listening. Serving. 

And in our story, besides coronavirus shut-downs, and economic roadblocks, we have also thought a lot this week about the police. In this context where behaviour is primarily driven by fear/power and shame/belonging dynamics, the guilt/law dynamic of just wearing a mask or not riding a boda because that was announced on TV a few months ago is not quite as compelling. Enter the police and military. Masks and movement suddenly enforced with uniformed and armed officers, using sticks to beat the non-compliant. Over the last week, even as the whole world marches against police brutality, excessive force, systemic racial bias . . . here in Nyahuka we had two opportunities to see the local system up close. We started the week debriefing with a close-to-us young man who accidentally hit a girl with his car. It was low-speed, in the rain, she ran out into the road with an umbrella pulled down over her head and didn't see him. Never-the-less, he spent the night in jail on the floor alone until he could raise money to pay the family for her thankfully minor abrasions and medical care, plus inconvenience, plus the police. We ended the week with Scott spending hours and hours back at the jail again, after we were tipped off that unauthorized persons were cutting down 20-year-old hardwood trees on the disputed Christ School farm land to sell as boards. We definitely received more than our fair share of deference as the party stolen-from, but it was jarring and uncomfortable for Scott to be put in the position of protecting the school's interests by watching a desperate young man suffer in jail. The field was not level; we had the power, and tried to walk a tricky cameo-role line of not extracting much from the thieves, but also not giving up school assets. Lots of advice was needed.

Perhaps the point is, to prevent power-blindness, you have to open your eyes. And when you open your eyes, it helps to be on a periphery, with people who are suffering, who can tell and show a story that we might otherwise miss. Of course living far from where you were born is no guarantee of being awake to reality, but it is a good jarring jolt that might start the process.

If you need a jolt, let us know. These two are leaving us bereft . . . finished their Serge Apprenticeship term of 18 months in project management and nutrition. Sorrowful to say bye.

We relaxed our isolation rules (since no COVID in Bundi and we've not left for 86 days seemed like a risk worth taking) to say goodbye. Here Anna is reading a sweet message of appreciation.

Photo Jessie took as we wrapped up, from in front of our house. Remembering the mercy of the Lord endures forever.



Sunday, June 07, 2020

99 sheep and an expanded heart: #BLM as periphery and pivot on #COVID-19Uganda day 79

Watching in awe as the world takes to the streets with the #BlackLivesMatter. And in some ways feeling disconnected from the crucial turmoil of the land of our birth, 1.9 million known coronavirus infections, 109 thousand known deaths, cities too numerous to count filled with popular uprising, articles and posts and advice and rage and prayer and lament and grief and hope.

But then I remember, our entire life rests on a foundational truth that Black Lives Matter, to God and to the world and to us. And that public health matters, that racism and poverty and disparity kill, that mercy and truth hold our hands and lead us forward.
We were both happy to get a treatable diagnosis, for an otherwise fatal disease (TB) thanks to the good work of our lab and clinical team.

The past week's view from the continent of Africa has been one of wrestling with the simultaneous sense of periphery and pivot point. 

Periphery, because the unseen forces that drive the response to malaria or sickle cell, or make policies about education or trade, or direct flows of minerals and resources, cannot be captured on 8 minutes and 46 painful seconds of video, even though they are just as deadly. Injustice personified has helped spark appropriate reckoning; but also could lead us to forget the pervasiveness of the problem. Periphery, because we live in the bizarre reality of being a minority and having privilege, working in a difficult unpopular job where we can be both targeted and excused. Periphery, because we learned from and invested in multiracial church and community in Baltimore and Chicago in our training years, but left that behind to come to Africa. . . . and now we are both proud and nostalgic to see the massive crowds demonstrating support for justice.

Pivot point, because I can see African posts that look at the 400 year theft of humanity from these shores as a grievous loss of progeny, an inexcusable disruption of the lineage, a dangerous untethering of souls. From a place where the patrilineal connection to ancestors is centrally important to identity and negotiation and culture and power, the idea that 12% of the USA population had that systematically destroyed by human trafficking and the subsequent stamping out of family ties by separating and selling children is unfathomable. Where are the elders, the nations, to speak up for the rights of these descendants? And pivotally too, almost every life we intersect and partner with and extend ourselves toward is Black.  1.3 billion people, 16% of the world lives on this continent, and the highest rates of growth are here. Much of the world may not consider Africa pivotal, but as the likely garden of human origin and the likely future centre of innovation and human flourishing, maybe it is.

So bear with us. A few thoughts in a crowded arena of processing. Because the best thing we can all do for each other is to share our true stories, to connect on a human level, to do the hard work of understanding diversity and embracing it.

And for some people right now looking at life, there may be a desire to position one's trajectory such that pandemics and politics find you doing justice, loving mercy, and walking humbly (Micah 6:8, the verse we chose for our prayer card). If so, this is what it might look like.

First, the humbly part. WE MAKE MISTAKES. In this decade or the next I have no doubt that our eyes will be opened more and more to the extent of the harms we have engendered. Money spent out of frustration rather than intentionality, judgement rendered harshly of difference, pushing of our own agendas. In the thousands of voices right now, ours and others will say the wrong thing because we are wrong. We have to acknowledge that. Humbly means listening and learning, day by day, our whole lives long. Humbly means working small-scale and unseen, one patient, one student, one neighbour at a time. Scott about a week ago described his job on the maternity ward as finding the one sheep out of a hundred that was not going to make it into the fold of life. I think that's a good visual of the war-zone like chaos of many of our hours. It's not glorious and often not immediately obvious that it is even helpful, but over time the little acts of healing accrue into redemption. I listened to a TED talk interview with the founders of #BlackLivesMatter, three women who started the social media campaign in 2013 after the killer of 17-year-old junior-in-high-school Trayvon Martin was acquitted of murder. In it one of the women said that justice can't trickle down by focusing on the haves, it must bubble up in effervescence by focusing on the have-nots. That sounds very Biblical.

37 days in the NICU and taking all three baby girls home. Triplet survivals are not common. Small unseen faithfulness of a mom, a family, nurses, cleaners, a well-wishing hat knitter, and a couple of docs.

Apologies I screen shotted this off a news story because the connection to what we had been feeling was so perfect. Caring about the 1 sheep is what #BlackLivesMatter is about.

In the middle, loving mercy. A call to love in a time of sorrow is not simple. Here are the verses that have challenged me this week, from Psalm 119: 28-32.
My soul melts from heaviness;
Strengthen me according to Your word.
Remove me from the way of lying,
And grant me Your law graciously.
I have chosen the way of truth:
Your judgments I have laid before me.
I cling to your testimonies:
O LORD, do not put me to shame!
I will run the course of your commandments, 
For You shall enlarge my heart.
Loving mercy means, it is not just about what we do, it is about who we are becoming. As we butt our heads agains the walls of evil day in and day out, a weary heart can easily become cynical, cold, constricted. Honestly just about every day I end up pushed to the edge and beyond and my faith drops off into angry defensiveness. But in this passage, even though the poet is pouring out a melted heavy soul of grief, is struggling to choose truth over lies, is clinging to God and feeling the impending threat of shame . . . the hope is this: in the struggle, God will enlarge my heart. Rather than protecting ourselves from videos of aggressively violent police or from daily interaction with hungry and hurting children, let us run the course while God enlarges our hearts.
Sickling cells plug up the small vessels and lead to excruciating pain. It is tempting to minimize or look away, to quickly treat and move on. Today's Kate Bowler broadcast with Wes Moore said that sympathy is a love that sees pain and feels sorry for the other person, but empathy is a love that feels your pain as my own. That is a Spirit-gift that we need.


And most importantly, the primary goal of life according to the verse: DO JUSTLY. The emphasis, grammatically, is on the DO. I think that has echoed in many posts this week. Don't be performative of empathy, get into the trenches somewhere and get sweaty, take risks, hands-on with skills or willingness. Get trained. Get experience. Let go of safety nets. Whatever calling one has, look for that marginal place to bubble it up into redeeming change. Whatever metric one has for decision making, make sure the adverb JUSTLY applies. Missions could be another word for Reparations. Freely we have received, freely give, because there are places and people who have been pushed down by the forces that propelled us towards degrees and health. In this year of loss and reckoning, if you are thinking of where to put your shoulder to the plow, here is a good place to start.

A resurrection never gets old. Wednesday she had a heart rate of 200, was hypoxic and convulsing. Septic shock. The staff got her the right fluids, antibiotics and oxygen and on Friday she was just a cute little girl in a frilly pink dress. 

This team needs help. The Carrigan family (not pictured, medical and literacy) left a few weeks ago at the end of their 5-year term, and the Shickels (center photo, nutrition and project managing) are leaving in one week at the end of their 18 months. We are posing (with a little social distance) on Martyr's Day, a reminder of the rich history in Uganda of the Jesus Path, drinking the cup of suffering and finding the joy of redemption.